A stupid and unexpected date

I went out with Risya the other day (3-June-2009). It was 12.30. The reason we went out is to go for a meeting at Vistana Hotel. After the meeting, she ask me to watch movie with her. We never took bus before but still managed to get to Pulau Tikus from Bukit Jambul.(how awesome was that?) We went to Gurney Plaza, took us almost 2 hours to get there. We were like idiots running there and here looking for bus. After the movie, we took a romantic walk around Gurney Drive, we were covered with sweat and smell bad.(HAHAHAHAH!!!!) We walk the whole day and talking rubbish, hahaha, but that was fun. We wanted to get home to Bukit Jambul and it was 8 o’clock at night. We waited for the bus to arrive in One-Stop, we took a bus to Komtar first… again, we looked like idiots looking for bus back to BJ. And finally we managed to get home. I told her that was a fun night and don’t forget it, that’s why I wrote this into my blog…hahahah!!!! You rock Rish!!!!! Love you so much...xoxo!!!

Jasmine = ornamental shrub with white or yellow flowers

I’m sitting at a corner somewhere in Penang…
Missing your disappearance makes me feel so sad…
We never spend much time with each other…
But I still feel like we’ve created some new colors.

Day by day I miss your absence…
Not just to show my concern…
And will never show my condolences…
Throughout the day I still smell your fragrant.

Knowing that we will not be…
It’s a journey we cannot see…
To be or not to be…
In the hands of god, sure are we.

Thinking of your presence…
Are always cheerful…
I’m here without a license…
I feel like a fool.

I thought I can meet you anywhere…
But anywhere brings me nowhere…
I tried to seek deep beneath…
But still I failed, why must you leave?

Why is life so harsh?
Why is life so dark?
Without you I’m all alone…
Here alone with a status, unknown.

I see your face …
I feel your heart…
But why is the paste.
So hard to trust.

I need you here …
To make me laugh…
I need you here …
To wipe my tears.

And now I know…
I love you so…………..

My Pet DOG!!!

22 of February my dad bring my pet dog Divas (German Shepard) To Penang for the Malaysian Kennel Association (MKA) 271st All Breed Championship Show (ABC) and was awarded the Best Malaysian Breed (German Shepard). And also the same award MKA 272nd Championship Show….I really can’t believe my very pet is the Malaysian Best Show dog…..Divas You make me proud!!! Wahahahahaha!!!!! Keep it up DIVAS!!! I love you!!!

My first BLIND Date**

Went to QB that day…I ask Jas out. And I was expecting Joey to show up and she really did…they were really Good Friends. Then when I was there, Jas inform me that she’s bringing another friend too, Celina. Well fine than. It’s kinda awkward walking around with someone you don’t really know yet…so I try to make friends. Well Joey is really kind to me….THANKS JO!!! I really appreciate it. Actually I knew her before just that we never talk to each other…until that day………..On the other hand…Celina din’t really talk much with me. But what I noticed is she always SMILE….Keep it up!!! She keep smiling even though we’re watching movie!!!! HAHAHAHA…..(she’s cute) Hey guys, if you’re reading this just to let you girls know I really don’t know what to say on that day…don think I malu malu ok!?!?!?! Just don know what to say….Ehem….~

HAhaha….What a funny blind date……….

LOVE

Why must this issue come alive when I’m in the most important year of my life… Why must human have this kind of issue? Is this a normal thing? Should I be scared or should I accept the facts? Why is it so bothering me? What does L.O.V.E really means? L, look into the eyes who you felt special? O, overcome the problems you’ve been trough? V, Virginity never last long? E, each and every word is a lie? Is that love? There’s this girl, giving me sign, but I refuse, maybe she’s just trying to be a friend. I can’t tell, I don’t know how…I just don’t love her, I don’t have that kind of feelings about her…and I can’t ask her to leave me alone, this may hurt her….

BULL SHIT

Life is getting boring and even worse, SPM is like ghost, haunting me everywhere I go. I can only do fun things after SPM… My life is full with the word ‘SPM’…Just can’t wait for this nightmare to be over…MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!!!!!!! WHY CAN’T THIS SHIT GO AWAY FROM ME? WHY IS IT HAUNTING ME SINCE THE DAY I WAS BORN? CAN ANYBODY TELL ME WHY? By the way…. If we did well in SPM, so what? All factories are closing down. If we fail… so what? If no one collects your house rubbish who is going to collect it???????(but I won’t do that job) But someone got to do it!!!!!

SHE' HER" MUa""

Hey, hey hey....still new here....i need some time to do this.....(updated on 14th of February 2009, Valentine's day)...Thanks to my friend Jasmin, haha....oi...jangan berlagak ya!!! ehem....where was i ? ya....Jasmine, she introduce this blog to me, actually i don't even know what to do. HAHAHAHAH.....